Gotta Leave, Gotta Let Go..

Sometimes in life, we make decisions in such a haste that it causes a lifetime of hurt. It leaves us to wonder was that the best choice and can I live with this forever...
As time progress, the pain subsides but the thoughts of that person or object still remain...

Sometimes we, Gotta Leave, Gotta Let Go

The pain is there and its surreal...
I can no longer feel, be touched or loved by you...
Its taking a toll on my thoughts and blocking my heart,
I cant keep living in the Past,
I Gotta Leave, I Gotta Let Go.

I Thought we could be friends and have a sense of Cordial"NESS"
But it only causes more pain....
Just when you think you've let go, and you're ready to move on,
Here comes a memory, a Scent or a hearty laugh: a reminder of what once was and can no longer Be
I'm READY for Love,
To be engulfed in a New Happiness:
But my feet are heavy
But I know.. I Gotta Leave, I Gotta Let go..
My heart smiles each day as an old layer is removed and a new one forms...
I'm reminded what it is to be a BEAUTIFUL woman and I know this I can do..
I can move on and began the next chapter in my life
I have a LOVE for all things and they start and end with ME...
Starting a family, starting over and properly loving God because thru him I can love ME.
A second chance at love has arrived and the door of possibilities are wide open...
I look down and tell my feet MOVE,
I look at the mirror and glance at the woman looking at me: ME and I say let's GO
I open my mouth and I breathe in the new scent and the new world of Life that waits me
I look to Heaven and I ask God is this real?

I see the sky brighten, the sun shining and I know its truly my time Right NOW, At this moment
To Leave and Let Go!!