Sometimes!!

I have attempted to blog everyday since Friday.  I know, just plain SAD,,,
In my heart I had so much to say, each title had life but my mind and body reminded me that, " Gitl, you gotta work so you must rest". I'm sure each of you can attest to just having a lot to do. That has been my life these last few weeks. My Assistant on me like " Cheneka, check your email", my Accountability sister reminding me to take it easy but get stuff done, my business/ Women's org partner reminding me we have work to do, my children and my undying commitment to them and above all: my Father reminding me, " what's meant for you will not pass you by, WORK Cheneka"!!

I made up in my mind that I'm not losing this year but in the process I must pace myself, not take on more than I can handle because easy does it.

Whew! We need those reminders from time to time. As women, we sometimes think we must carry the world on our shoulders. We don't have too.

This weekend was a reminder for me that, it's okay to utilize the people I consider my village AND allow the other parentals to do they're part.

Just because I've carried many loads on my own, that's not the way God would have it be. And I, Cheneka need to understand this load isn't mine to bare alone. And I release, I release various fears I've carried, worries and my new mindset is let everything else go. My mantra and mirrors in my house remind me daily, " I will not lose and what's meant for me will not pass me by".

In a few weeks, I'll turn 30 for the 8th time. 30 again, lol
I kid, I'm happily embracing 38! There are people who did not and some who will not make it. If it's

God's will ( and wholeheartedly I believe it is) I will wake up wiser, stronger, more determined and cuter on 2/16. 2017 came in so nice, calm and well thought out for me.

No losing and no settling this year. I'm here for the risks, I'm here for the adventures, I'm here for the challenges and more I importantly I'm here. I'm here to be me, unapologetically and freely me...

Simply Put,
Simply Cheneka