I gotta ASK?? You done lost your MIND..

What I look like asking for something that's FREE?? I'm going to ask to use air and to breath when it's given to me daily?? Man cannot control this, it comes from the Almighty GOD.. I gotta ask can I open my mouth to sing when God gave me this voice? NOT, you got the wrong one baby..

Yesterday, a gospel singing group from Sweden performed at my church. It was their 1st time singing in the United States( and what a treat it was).. Before they began to sing, they were given a few minutes to speak! The name of their church in English means "Crossroads".. and how ironic, the road to our 21 day fast ended( well not fully for me, I'm still going forth).. The director of the choir then said, we are blessed because they way we were worshiping God, crying out, shouting, speaking in tongues( so forth)isn't done freely where they're from. They have to be granted "PERMISSION"..

I sat there stunned. This really happens? You need permission to praise God? Get outta here. I mean, I'd heard of it before, people not being able to worship freely but to physically hear it did something to me yesterday..

I LOVE being able to sit, stand, run, cry and worship God freely in my own way. That's how I communicate with him and to know that my sister&brother somewhere else Praise him freely challenged me to do MORE..

There will come a day when Rocks are going to cry out for us.. Tuh, I refuse to watch a ROCK thank God for ME~

As my FAST ended collectively, individually I challenged myself to keep going forth. There's something MORE I NEED from God!! and if the miracles and blessing keep flowing in the way they have, my goodness you're going to HAVE to pin y down to my seat.

I used to constantly invite my daughter's grandmother to visit church with us. I must admit she did visit a few times. WELL, yesterday was her 50+ birthday. We called to wish her a Happy Bday and she PROUDLY told me, SHE joined her local church on yesterday and she will be getting BAPTIZED soon. I cannot began to express the joy that warmed my soul. and she said to me( and I quote)," There has to be more out here and I know God has something for me". I guess there will be NO Rocks crying out for her, she's been granted ACCESS~

I challenge each of you, to be consistent in your Praise.. Step it on up just a little bit higher.. My new song of the year is,

"I AM going higher, Ain't gone let nothing stop me Now,
The devil is a liar, gonna get what God has for me Anyhow..." Pastor William Murphy's new project Song Of the LORD"( to be released in JUNE 2012)

Go higher in your own way and use YOUR voice to get their.. You never appreciate what you have til it's gone.. Don't let your worship slip away~

It's not called I'm BETTER, it's called I GREW UP..

I swear, if another person says to me I think I'm better than them,I'm going to spaz the HELL out. I honestly do not think I'm better than anyone! YES, I have my moments where I feel I'm a bit smarter and bit more mature BUT better? Nope not me.

However, if you must give it a title, call it my evolution... call it me growing up. I'm a WOMAN with a boatload of responsibilities. I'm a Business Owner, I'm a Mommy,Lover,Daughter, Sister, Aunt and Friend. I've learned the importance of balancing my life.

When something doesn't fit, I'm not going to force it. I like Marc Jacobs you like Prada. I'm not better( my taste is hahahaaa) I just like something different. You like going out I like doing things with my children. I'm not better, I just make different choices. You like to sleep around I'm content with one person. I'm not better, I just believe in one man one woman!

You like going out to eat, I'd prefer a dinner at home. It's nothing personal. I've just learned the importance of cooking meals at home. Money is saved, the meal is savored and it's quality family time.

You like to argue, sometimes I will too. However, I've learned to either shut up or put my dukes up. You're choice of which you get. Do me bad once shame on me, do it twice shame on you, do it a third time I'm the fool and the end result will hurt YOU more than it'll hurt me!

When you except who you are, that's a definite sign of maturity and growth. You understand who you are and what you represent. Because someone looking out cannot accept it, that's not your fault. Our lives are a true representation of what paths we've taken and decisions we've made. Don't allow someone ELSE's insecurities ruin who and what you are.

Too EACH his OWN. I didn't get to this place of acceptance over nite. It took some long hard years, tears, wrong turns and hurts. BUT, I'm here.. Call it what you must but please don't expect me to fuss when you say," I think I'm better, I honestly and truly Grew UP

You talk, you Walk...

"You walk, you talk".. That was my co-After School teacher's favorite line. I used to crack up laughing every time she said it. We had some kids with mouths like adults. They would cuss us out and try to play us against each other every single day. Their fave lines were, " I don't like Ms.Neka( saying that to the other teacher) and "Ms.M make me sick( saying that to me).

Hmmmm, these kids were no older than 12 and were already learning the playing field of back biting. Were these the actions of their parents, aunts, cousins and friends? Or, were they truly just acting out because they "thought" the other teacher and I truly didn't see eye to eye? And AHA... it hit me..

There are adults just like this. They can be found doing alot of talking and as soon as the opportunity presents it self to set clarity, they WALK.. And their steps aren't slow either!! They are hauling with quick speed.

Trouble seemingly does not just randomly find you.. Sometimes, we walk right into it. Whether it be speaking without thinking, sharing false truths or just co-signing MESS, we walk right smack into it. I can recall a certain situation where I was always tested. And because the person didn't either have enough Faith in US or No faith in ME, I walked. Which ultimately turned out to be the best thing because me talking doesn't always end to well( God is still perfecting my tongue because sometimes its truly a lethal weapon)...

Sometimes when we talk, the thoughts aren't completely thought out and the wrong things are said. I've said more wrong than right, whew so thankful for second chances. I've learned to stand by what I say though. It has been a hard lesson and pill at times but if you're grown enough to say it, stand by it.

If you find yourself constantly talking about someone.. WALK
If you find yourself constantly in situations that end up wrong.. WALK
If you find yourself in a dead END anything.. WALK
If you find yourself ready to swing, YEA, I'mma need 4 u 2.. WALK
If you find yourself doing something you know is wrong..WALK

Sometimes, the best thing we can ever do for ourselves is to walk. When we choose to walk, ultimately, it ends up being the best decision ever. Just think, if I would've kept listening to people TALK, I would've never WALKED into my rightful place as Employer and not an Employee.

The race isn't always given to the one with the swiftest tongue or thought, it's sometimes set up and away for the one with enough sense...

If it's wrong.. don't talk about it, WALK up out of it

I'll NEVER be Skinny because I DON't WANT 2!!

Am I dying to be skinny or Healthy? Hmmm.. Being skinny has NEVER been in my genetic make up. I'm 30+ and the smallest I've ever been was a 10. Two kids later & LIFE, I just want to be alive, able to race my daughter and not lose my breath and use this jogger stroller and enjoy fresh air with my son/family.

This last week 1/2 has been AWESOME. No red meat, no fried foods, no sweets& no strong drink. I've drank enough water to make me go like a camel and blended fruits I normally wouldn't drink into a nice smoothie( Ice, fruit, 1/2 cup of yogurt or V8 blend). I don't want to be skinny just better.

So many times, society gives us an image and facts that just don't fit every life style. While, its easy for people to decide to stop eating meat, the choice is still there to grab Mc.D's because its easier. The choice to be better, do better and produce better is one that's sometimes a battle within ourselves.

I listen to my daughter and at age 7, she already has a clear idea of what and how she wants to look. I remember when I was at my highest size 18, she was 3.5 and she told me" Mommy, you're fat but you're still the prettiest mommy I know"( hmmmmph, I'm the ONLY mommy you have chick). But it triggered, do I want to be skinny and still eat a boat load of junk, or do I want to be healthy and live better for us? I choose to just live better.

My fave activity is walking. I walk when I'm happy, I walk when I'm sad, I walk with heels and sneakers. I can walk a mile and not even feel it. Just give me some WATER! I walk because its good and because I can control it. Just like I can control what I put into my body.

Being healthy and eating to be skinny are so totally different. The same way Healthy Choice can cook chicken to be healthy so can we. I'm not obsessed with being something that would take away from who and what I am. I LOVE food. Give me some collard greens and turkey necks any day... However, I'm not going to go crazy with my seasonings either. My grandmother( RIP Mamount) would've put some hamhocks in them, fat back and any other fattening Southern "delicacy" she could find. Not me, I'm eating to be better and to live. And when you cook right, that same good taste is there.



So, debate if you must about whether or not women are eating to be skinny or healthy. I KNOw for a fact, Skinny does not and WILL not EVER look good on me. IT'S my choice how much I eat. There's a such thing as eating with portion control and eating slow to savor the meal. I've learned if you sit and eat as a family discussing your day, you tend to fill up because you are chewing vs eating quickly to hurry up.


I'm eating to LIVE...I'm eating to enjoy my children, I'm eating to wear clothes and have room in them. Ultimately,I'm Eating to LIVE RIGHT for me!

SN: However, if I do loose a pound or 5, that's okay because I have a pair of white pants calling my name for 2012!!

Dying to Live Right...

Happy Saturday!!!

As 2012 began to settle in, I'm recalling the nite before and first couple of days in this year. So, my daughter and I attended Watch Night Service at my church. Various Ministers prayed . One prayer I vividly remember was the dclarative to be Community Ambassadors for Christ. That 1st Sunday in the New Year, I invited quite a few people who in turn invited others. I was late because we woke up to a flat tire, but I was in the number.

As this month is winding down, I'm excited about what's to come. Every Sunday, I've bought others to church with me. Last Sunday was the "CALL" to began our 21 day Daniel Fast " Fast of the Chosen". My friends who attended that Sunday stood in Unity with us as well and took the pledge to fast.

I'm not going to lie, the first few days were hard. But as I'm reading more and examining myself more, it hit me there are alot of things I could and should be doing better. The best examination is when you figure it out for yourself.

Each day, I've been watching my behavior and responses to people as I'm tempted to go off and I catch myself. I truly wonder what would Jesus do? I'm so glad I'm human and mistakes are forgiven. It took JESUS to die for me so that I may have a chance to live with HIM eternally.

I'm dying for something sweet to drink.. I mean Baddddd.. But, I thought about it. The same way I want to indulge in something sweet, its the same way God wants me to be fully committed to him and his service. I go to church, I read my word and I share God's goodness and grace with others BUT its not enough.

I have to do better. As I continue on this journey of connecting and renewing myself with God, I'm compelled to do better!! Not only is this fast about living better and doing better..

I feel better already just by changing a few of my habits and challenging myself to just eat right.

I'm going to keep on downing this water because it's pure... It's the closet thing to God on Earth so i'm drinking UP... Gulp, gulp!!!

Train'em UP right...

Being a parent isn't always easy. As I travel down the road of motherhood I'm learning to be better and fair. And trust me, being fair isn't always easy.

I recall growing up and the relationship my brothers and I shared with my mom's siblings. We had aunts who were cool, an aunt who was a warden, an aunt who was wishy washy and uncles who were.... yeah scratch that!!! lol

Some days were good when they were around and some days, my brothers and I couldn't wait to get out of their presence. Regardless of what they called us, animals,wild, bad, greedy etc..., they could n ever say we were disrespectful. Although we were raised with just my Mother, she always reminded us that we were a representation of her. " When you guys walk out this house, you are ME. So, if you do anything stupid its like I didn't raise you with home training".

Trust me, my brothers were known for their dumb antics but they had enough sense(well sometimes) to think of the beating they were going to get once getting home.

I think of parents today. So many of us have lost points with raising respectable children. Instead of being the parent, we're trying to be friends. I tell my daughter all the time, "I'm NOT your friend I'm YOUR mother and don't forget it". Every morning at the bus stop, I remind her to focus and be respectful. You will treat your teachers with the utmost respect because they have a degree and you're there to obtain all you can from them. And it's not only up to the teachers but it starts at home with ME.

My skin literally crawls when I'm in public and I see kids my daughter's age doing unruly things. I look at her and say," I wish you would". I remember once we were out. She was about 4 years old. She was acting up and I said to her, " Just wait til we get to the car, I'mma jack you up". She started to cry while sitting in the buggy. A passerby asked her, " Why are you crying pretty girl", she responded "My mom is going to jack me up". And I was not embarrassed with her response because it was the truth.

If we train our children now to be respectful, positive citizens, there will be no reasons for us to have to worry about them disrespecting us in public, nor showing their bottom sides either. They will never experience being behind bars because we've set the bar high.

I live by the words in the BIBLE( Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth)and there are various scriptures that tell us the importance of raising our children properly and NOT sparing the rod.

I'm glad that my mother LOVED me enough to pop me when I acted out of pocket, grounded me when I lied and taught me the importance of RESPECT.. I takes you far in life!!

I challenge today's parents love you kids enough to not spare the rod or suffer with the thoughts of someone else making rules and discipling them for you~

No more DRAMA.. And mean it

I swear, as soon as people start throwing out big names, places and things our ignitions are lit, a tinge of nosey"NESS" sets in and we sit, patiently on pins and needles awaiting the dish of more drama.

I know everyone is yelling, "I'm passed drama but YET we're wheeled in,in some way shape or form. I try not to be judgemental because I went through the phase of being in everyone's business until I learned the importance of sweeping around MY own front door.

I graduated high school in 1997. I'll never forget the words of one of my fellow classmates. She said( and I quote verbatim)"Best wishes in life Nek-Nek. I'm glad to have gotten to know you and watch our friendship mature. Remember, drama isn't for everyone BUT for some people it makes them grow.(thnx T.L, miss u girl)

As I grew and matured, I learned to involve myself in different social groups in hopes that drama wouldn't find me. My 1st year of college, I can honestly say every corner I turned, I swear drama was lurking. I didn't stay on campus but I knew EVERYTHING as if I did.
During one of our night events it hit me, my college was super small and everyone knew each other regardless if you lived on campus or not.

As I evolved as a person and experienced different things, Tara's statement began to ring.. Drama makes people grow.. Hmmmm, as long as I flourished with getting a rise out of being in everyone's business and NOT my own, I was "DRAMA". It wasn't that the drama was following me per say but I was enabling it by getting involved in it.

I'm now 32(turning 33 in 37 days)and my circle is so tight that air has a hard time seeping through. It took alot of changes, growth and maturity for me to come to this comfortable place. I don't care about what's happening in anyone else's life because mine is NOT perfect.

I don't care about who's having and making babies because I have 2 of my own that need ALL of my attention. I don't care about what furniture you're putting in your house, I don't care about what you drive nor where you work. I'm focused and concerned about ME and MINE~~

I took a while to learn how to incorporate minding my own business into my world but once I got the concept down packed, I've been on the up and up since.

I got no time for fake minds, fake friends, fake relationships etc.. My life is on the up and up. Day #2 of my fast is almost complete and there's a blessing over the horizon and I'm staying focused.

YES, DRAMA does make some people grow but only because they are not satisfied in their own lives. I'm not perfect and neither is my life, but to say there's NO more DRAMA AND mean it Sure feels good...

Eat the cookie Anna Mae....

Today is the 1st day of my church's Daniel Fast, aka Fast of the Chosen. We are NOT eating red meat, partaking in strong drinks( caffeine, wine etc..)no sugars and I added for me no fried foods. I've chosen to fast from indulging in Facebook and Shopping(ummm, after I put my birthday gift on lay away at the Consignment shop tonite..Hahahahahaa)

I woke up so excited because I konw this is going to be an awesome 21 days for me. I'm focused and I'm expecting God to do some wonderful things on my behalf( and the people closest to me, because once the showers of blessings began to rain on me, I KNOW it will touch others).

Thus far it's been a great day. I've been focused, talked with God and just been happy. We have this song we've been singing at church," I see a window over your head and its pouring out Blessings, blessings, blessings...."

Up until 3pm when my drop in kids arrived to "KISS"( my business located in Sandy Springs Ga, kid inspired sitter services) I had no thoughts to eat anything sweet. I've had 2 apples, lemon water(almost a gallon) and cereal all day.. These little people, "Ms. Neka did you remember you said you'd bake us cookies"? Ummm, no I didn't remember that!! However, I baked the cookies anyway. When I say those cookies smelled good, man!! And I don't even care for SUGAR cookies( go figure). All, I keep hearing," Eat a cookie Nek, nobody's watching, the kids don't know that you're Fasting".. In the words of Ike Turner, "Eat the cake( cookie) Anna Mae".

Well, Neka Mae did not give in. I shall not loose. I'm extremely focused and I know if I stay focused, keep a prayer in my heart and keep striving, the outcome is going to be more than I could EVER hope for. Trust me, I'm going hard.. I'm off the porch and I'm running. I'm to talented to be broke and to determined to FAIL.. It's not in my blood, its NOT an option..

Eat the cookie Anna Mae? Nah, I'll pass and it felt good!

you better Check Nobody...

I really think my daughter is about to start testing me.. I love my Mooda Pie to death but I can see into her future and she's probably going to get knocked out more times than she's going to admit.

So, for Christmas she got alot of money. She still has about 75.00 left. I told her she should save some so she can learn what it is to be responsible with her spending. Needless to say, she is my child though and the gene to dress nice and always be on point has touched her( sorry)..

This is how our conversation went this am( as we were getting ready for Church, go figure) "Mommy, when are you going to take me to get my brown uggs( the ones from Old Navy)"? Don't worry Li, I responded you're going to get them. Well when she asked? I'm spending my money not yours.. My head almost came off and before I knew it, she was about to catch a quick karate chop to her throat( now don't misunderstand me. I don't beat her or abuse her, BUT I do not spare the rod either).. Excuse me, I retorted. Who, do YOU think you're talking too( As I went to grab her).. "Nobody", mommy. I'm just asking. Well, don't ask me ANYTHING I yelled. Start asking "Nobody" and let's see how far you get with "Nothing"..

I was fuming. Did this chick really just pull the nobody card on me? Tuhhh, let me see if "Nobody" makes sure
1) you have a roof over your head
2) clean clothes
3) food to eat
4) a hot meal daily
5) electricity so YOU can play that Wii and turn lights on and off at your leisure

Let's see if "Nobody", will make sure you get your hair done every two weeks, participate in extra curricular activities and have a variety of snacks just because you want them..

Of course I didn't say all these things but I surely thought them. Oh, she's definitely going to learn that "nobody" is the wrong answer..

I hope "Nobody" wakes up with her in the am, get her dressed and to the bus stop!!

I'm not mad but I'm definitely feeling the wrath of being a MOM. I remember telling my own mom "Nobody" when I would get smart with her.. Ususally those nobodies were followed with a slap or something being taken away and I soon learned "Nobody" was the enemy!!! lol

I'm hoping she asks me about those boots again because I'm going to respond, " Ask nobody" to take you to get them... Wonder will she realize nobody just might be the wrong answer...

Is it Really YOU...

Man did I have an am funny... I was "tweeting"/ talking with a cool mommy tweeter and I typed a sentence to fast. Instead of typing the correct sentence, "When I was a girl I lived in Fla", I typed" When I was a girl"... lol

Hmmmmmm, I think she thought I was a man or something!! I couldn't stop laughing.. Although life is hard some days, I don't think a man could do 1/2 of what I do on a daily bases. I mean, really? Could He...

Push out 2 kids both weighing in at 9lbs with no medication?
Work with kids all day, literally? My business kids and my own?
Could he deal with menstrual cramps and feeling like you're about to loose your entire insides?
Could he find time to manage home, a business, volunteer, a relationship and be an official listener/counselor to all my friends?
What about getting up every morning, getting a child dressed for school, combing her hair,making/packing lunch then walking her out to the bus stop in 30 minutes and not skipping a beat? Come back in, shower get fully dressed, freshen up the baby, get him changed, fed in 20 minutes then start my official "KISS( kid inspired sitter service is my business) Day"?
I wake up cleaning, I go to bed cleaning
I cook full balanced meals everyday( except Weds, we have Papa Johns, usually for free with papa points.. Yayyyy
I give so much that I don't get a piece of me( BUT i'm working on taking better care of me)

And that's just to name a few. No, this isn't a blog bashing MEN.. It's a blog of mistaken identity.. lol
No seriously, I'm Thanking God for making me a STRONG Woman.

Life is truly hard sometimes but I wouldn't change WHO or what I Am..

Moral of the blog, be proud in who or maybe even what you are. There is no better love than self love. If you lack in loving yourself why would someone else want to love you?!!

Thanks Monique for the GREAT laugh today... Yes, I'm a girl.. Just a bigger one these days..." a Woman"

Get outta there..

We're in trouble! My son has learned how to climb in and out of his chairs strapped in or not. If he wants out he's going to find away. I don't know if it's because he's becoming curious, learning his limits, boundaries or strength; lil man is definitely doing it. I look at him and I wonder where has the time gone? It feels just like yesterday I pushed out all 9lbs of him with no medication.. My baby boy is growing.

As I watch and marvel at his growth an think of the many adults I know who become so stagnated in life. Rather than taking my son's approach and just getting out, WE stay in these various situation as if we were being forced.

As I reflect on life and various situations I've encountered, I no longer count them as mistakes but lessons that've helped to mold me. It's so easy to just stay there and be still BUT when there's something boiling inside of you for you to share with the world and NATIONS; you will find the strength to get outta there at all cost.

There's nothing worse than seeing a person with potential and watching them waste it. While some lessons will call for us to stay and go thru, others are a glimpse of what it will be like if we keep making wrong turns and accepting life laying down.

Sometimes, I just want to grab my son and pin him down because he's just doing to much. Then I check myself, if he weren't moving, growing and testing my patience I'd think something was wrong with him. So, keep on moving little Mr.Matthew Ashton. mommy wants you to know that the world is yours. Climb from chair to chair if you want, even fall down. It's okay, its YOUR way of learning. Just don't stay still for to long because I'll catch you, hug you and kiss all over you.. I want to enjoy your younger years because when it's time to go, I want to politely HELP U Get outta Here.....

Jump, Jump a lil HIGHER... I Got U

So, I was sitting on my couch looking out my patio door. It's a bit cold out but its sunny and beautiful.. I soon was in a daze and noticed the squirrels jumping from tree to tree.It was like a jump~A~thon! They were jumping from branch to branch and it seemed as if there were NO signs of fear. I just watched and then thought of my own life...

Lately, I've found Courage and I'm stepping out more. My business was definitely a "JUMP'.. I went from working and getting a paycheck, to working, in hopes people would need my services and business. Not only has KISS grown but there is a need I'm meeting far greater than serving the children. I'm serving mothers and giving them an ear. Alot of them are single moms and my presence alone has helped so many of them( so has their's to me).

I've also learned the importance of powerful networking. I "JUMP" from twitter to facebook daily. The people I've come in contact with have given life to so many ideas I have. I'm finding my way and by doing so, there have been people put in my way while on this journey.

You never understand your importance until others tell you how "YOU" encourage them.
Today, I am that squirrel who is jumping. As I jump, I'm finding that all of my strength is coming from GOD. I'm so walking by FAITH right now that I can't even describe it.

Although my Faith in God is strong, I still have issues with trusting others. A while back, someone told me to trust them and believe they would catch me. I closed my eyes an attempted to fall back into their arms but something just wouldn't let me.

As I continue on this journey of JUMPING, I'm building my confidence up in others. It's hard to allow your guard to fall when you've done it alone for so long. But, as long as God gives me the breath to "JUMP"; each time I will jump a lil bit higher because I know I will not fall...

My Vision, My Purpose

Since moving to the south, I've been introduced to a number of different things. There's all types of go-getters in my circle. I'm learning to go to them for advice and guidance. It's not always easy being a newbie in a foreign place. But today, as I type; I'm comfortable in my NEW Home of Sandy Springs, Ga.

I've heard a number of people talking about Vision Boards. To be quite honest,I never heard alot of talk about them up North. As I talked to more people in my circle, I realized it was the thing to do.

A Vision Board: To me, it's putting your life on a board, Seeing it daily and Living it out. I could do this I thought. I'll just go through a bunch of magazines, cut some stuff out and BAM, paste it up. But, each day as I thought about it, I really wanted to put my 2012 on paper and make it into a reality. Monday, an older sistergirl of mine came over and shared her board with me as I started the process of putting mine together. I liked her board alot.. I now understand why we're so close. There are so many things we both want to accomplish in life.

So I began to go thru the pages of the various magazines she bought over and see my LIFE... Go with me, as I bring my vision board to LIFE...


My Journey becoming the BLACK woman I AM( tons of words used t describe ME).. The ones that mean the Most.. Mommy, Prayer Warrior and THE GOD in me makes me SUPER and Powerful.
I Network, I Love, I Facebook, I Tweet, I Work and I Love( upper left corner)
I want to purchase a NEW truck this year
Psalms 91 is one of my fave scriptures( He that dwelleth in the Secret place of the most High, SHALL abide under the shadow of the Almighty.. and because of that there is NO HATE in God's House( My body, where HE Lives thru me)

I'm a writer, with a NOTEBOOK full of cutting edge words to change the World.. I WILL complete my book this year.

This Spring and Summer, my passport is ready and I WILL travel

I LOVE shoes and because of that LOVE where EVER I walk I will leave my mark

I see my financial freedom( I bank with Chase) by Budgeting, Saving, donating, Investing, Couponing and Spending(with CASH no cards, haven't had one in years...)
I use ING to save and get MY cash back).

I will have A Happy 33rd Birthday.

My Great Ideas.. to be a Bold Small business Leader. I Choose to be a change maker, My family will inherit my Wealth and live DEBT FREE.

I'm redefining Success on MY terms
And lastly, I Fantasize about... Imagine erasing past damage..
~Family pains
~Relationships
~Friendships
~Growing Pains
I will Heal me 1st and work on healing all of the others... My 2012, stay with me as I bring it into Fruition!!!

This is what I will accomplish this year... Have you made YOUR vision board YET?? You still have time