Gotta Leave, Gotta Let Go..

Sometimes in life, we make decisions in such a haste that it causes a lifetime of hurt. It leaves us to wonder was that the best choice and can I live with this forever...
As time progress, the pain subsides but the thoughts of that person or object still remain...

Sometimes we, Gotta Leave, Gotta Let Go

The pain is there and its surreal...
I can no longer feel, be touched or loved by you...
Its taking a toll on my thoughts and blocking my heart,
I cant keep living in the Past,
I Gotta Leave, I Gotta Let Go.

I Thought we could be friends and have a sense of Cordial"NESS"
But it only causes more pain....
Just when you think you've let go, and you're ready to move on,
Here comes a memory, a Scent or a hearty laugh: a reminder of what once was and can no longer Be
I'm READY for Love,
To be engulfed in a New Happiness:
But my feet are heavy
But I know.. I Gotta Leave, I Gotta Let go..
My heart smiles each day as an old layer is removed and a new one forms...
I'm reminded what it is to be a BEAUTIFUL woman and I know this I can do..
I can move on and began the next chapter in my life
I have a LOVE for all things and they start and end with ME...
Starting a family, starting over and properly loving God because thru him I can love ME.
A second chance at love has arrived and the door of possibilities are wide open...
I look down and tell my feet MOVE,
I look at the mirror and glance at the woman looking at me: ME and I say let's GO
I open my mouth and I breathe in the new scent and the new world of Life that waits me
I look to Heaven and I ask God is this real?

I see the sky brighten, the sun shining and I know its truly my time Right NOW, At this moment
To Leave and Let Go!!

The Exploration of HIS Body

PERFECTION

Freshly cut and shaven
Beautiful captivating smile
I'm looking at him slightly baffled
Is this man mine for the taking?

I slowly remove his shirt to look at his bare chest
My goodness, my gosh, all I could've ever guessed

2 firm man breast, just right for me to lick
Truly a man's body
Incomparable to none

Shoulders nice and broad, just right to carry and lift me
Arms strong with muscle, pure definition of masculinity.

I'm rubbing and touching
Thus far liking what I feel
I look him up and down and proceed with a slight spin.

I'm glancing at his backside, with the urgency to expose his "thing"

I plant small butterfly kisses right in the middle of his back..
Haines undies sitting at his waist
But the lady in me is rising, feeling extremely hot
I'm to the point where I'm anticipating his taste.

A taste of his lips
A taste of his sweat
A taste of his love
Absolutely loving his physique!

My hands rest at his side, as I proceed to tug at his undies with my teeth.

He looks at me and smile with a slyish grin as if to say,
" You ready for all of me"?

The boxers drop
As does my bottom lip
This man has been endowed
Can I say blessed
I have no other choice but to call him my sweet caramel dip

My mind is racing
My heart is throbbing
I've enjoyed every bit of exploring his body

Truthfully speaking
The urgency is there
His body is what I desire
The thoughts to have all of him exceeds all of my wildest dreams

I'm going to take it all in slow
Enjoying what is before me
This guy is truly mine
Exploring is just the beginning
As I fix my tongue and lips..
Its time to taste

Confidence

Confidence...
An illusion of me,
Walking with my head held high,
Thoughts of Victory, NEVER defeat.

Confidence....
An image of beauty,
A smart woman, Sophisticated in EVERY since of the word,
A LOVER, A MOTHER, A MOTIVATOR, A SUPPORTER..

Confidence....
Strong enough to know enough is enough, Wise enough to know Wisdom comes with age,
YET..Patient enough to know the BEST comes to those who WAIT..

Confidence....
Tomorrow is NOT guaranteed, BUT because GOD loves me, And he has a purpose for my life. I RISE daily!

Confidence...
I'm beautiful, inside and out, I make positive decisions, I make wrong decisions, I live with them and strive for better!

Confidence....
Accepting and believing change is Good,
Letting go of the OLD and welcoming the NEW..
Scared of the unknown, YET questioning the present..

CON.FI..DENCE....
I walk it,
i talk it,
I look it,
I feel it,
I breath it...
I strive for it..

For Confidence, and NOTHING LESS~