Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Just 1 of those DAYS...



When I sit down to blog, I always try and say something uplifting and encouraging.  I mean, that's just the type of person I am. I live to be the difference and to make a difference. I have 2 little people who look up to me and a MR who feels I'm GREAT.. But yesterday, was just one of those days. I questioned who and what I am, followed by tons of what am I doing wrong?

I take care of my family, I put the needs of others before me. I run a SUCCESSFUL business geared towards single moms and families on the go. I'm co-founder to a great Women's Organization, that's growing and making a difference. I mean, like really what else could it be?

I attend church, pay my tithes, help where I'm needed. I give without complaining and sometimes I'll go without so that someone else can have. I support my siblings, support my family and in my own way, I love unconditionally. But sometimes, it just feels that my yacht is going no where fast.

 Those thoughts seem to consume even the ones of us who feel we are very strong and confident. But, as I sit here, at 10:15pm, listening to FIYA & James Fortune(featuring Fred Hammond & Monica) I'm reminded to never let go and LET GOD... But the question is, Have I let go? I know that I have in some areas but events can happen that would lead us to believe and feel differently.

Have you ever just sat back, quietly and observed??? Yeah, I do it ALL the time!!! I'm not watching with a spiteful eye, I'm watching because sometimes we need motivation and when I see others doing well, it challenges me to be better and focus. Although people always tell me I inspire them, sometimes I need that same inspiration....

This isn't a sympathy post, so don't misunderstand what I'm typing, its just one of those moments where I needed to get something off my chest. Can't always be super woman sometimes; I just need to focus and be the woman I know I'm capable of being or as I've once heard before, " The Woman I am but don't give myself credit for"...

Signed,
It's me &I just needed to vent
#StillThankful

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