"I fall off the"WALK" sometimes. I get discouraged, I cry and I get Mad. Sometimes I don't want to be bothered and I can catch an attitude.An unchoice word may slip, BUT in the End knowing HE doesn't judge me and HE LOVES me Unconditionally makes my Heart smile"
Some days I look at my body and I say why can't I have perfect abs, why can't my legs look like Kelly Ripa's and why are all of these freckles appearing out of no where?? I'm telling you, my body has so many imperfections, as does mt life. But GOD, He loves me through it all. Some days, I just sit and do a re-cap of my life. I sit and think about all the awful decisions I've made, the awful thoughts and actions I've had and performed and through it ALL, HE loves me. He doesn't judge me and HE knows EVERYTHING.. He knows about the time I attempted to steal a bottle of very fine grape juice from the corner store( and the owner noticed it, walked me home to my momma and she went to town on my butt), he even knows about the times( about 3 yrs long) I poured water in my baby bro's bed and he got a whipped in the am for it!!
But, I wasn't judged. Although I've been forgiven for those things, those were choices and actions that I'm NOT proud of. But, because he loves me from the inside out, I've been redeemed, forgiven, loved all over again and offered a second chance!
God's LOVE is amazing, it heals me in places that a human can't. When my heart is broken into tiny small pieces, he picks them up and repairs my heart, NEW! When I have questions, need answers and humans just cannot comprehend what I'm feeling, he soathes me and quiets the storm. When I want to throw in the towel and run from problems, in him I find the strength and courage to wake up and go at it all over again.
People will judge you and talk about you in the same breath( I'm Guilty of it)BUT, its in that moment I'm reminded.... "Nothing is Perfect about you Cheneka, it is through my Love, Grace and Forgiveness that you are forgiven and given a new chance at joining me in Heaven."
Remember, we live to change and grow daily and if you work on YOU and YOU alone, then you are one step closer to God!!
Be Blessed!
Cheneka T. Is.......
- Sincerely, ChenekaT
- Atlanta, Georgia, United States
- I'm Cheneka, simply put!! I'm a Mother, Author, Business Owner and Co-Founder of Women Who Network, LLC. I recently became a published Author: Strategically Being Mom. Book number 2 is currently in the works. A series on things I've learned while being a Single Mom. I was born to help heal others through my words and actions. My greatest Joys are my children and to help others. You can find me on Instagram; womenbldgnetwrk( business) neka_th( personal).
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