Here Waiting....

As I continue on my journey of cleansing myself, I've found myself truly getting in touch with my inner feelings and truths. Prayer has definitely become my best friend. I've always prayed but now I. PRAY! I pray about everything.. 

As I pray and shed weights I no longer want to carry, I find myself fighting for what I believe I truly deserve in this life. Yeah, we all deserve to be happy but are we truly happy within ourselves? 

Everyday I fight for MY happiness. I make my own reasons to smile, I make myself go harder for myself and my children. In doing so, I truly believe I'm opening the door for my "Forever Prince", to do the same. 

I refuse to lie but I'm ready to finally Love someone just as much as they love me. The hardest part of this journey has been releasing old feelings. It's crazy how we carry other people well after they are gone. I used to always say, " no matter what I'm still going to love you". Whelp, those days are long gone and OVER. My truth is, I can't carry a love for anyone who does not carry a love for me. I cannot fight for anyone who is not fighting for me. Believe it or not, there's 2 sides on every street! Ahhhhh, that means this is a two way street. Not just your way or my way but a two way.. Give a lot, take less..( let that sit for a bit)

Life & Love is way more than words but it's followed by actions. The actions I produce show others where to meet me. If you can't meet me where I am, then truth be told, I'm not the one for you.. 

So here's to my truths setting me free.. Here's to me releasing unwanted baggage. Here's to Loving Me like there is no tomorrow. Here's to finding balance with life, motherhood & love.. 

I'm finally seeing the benefits of my self cleanse. I'm evolving.. Thank you Cheneka for loving Cheneka enough to get it right. 

My loves, I challenge you to get it right. First get it right with yourself and everything else will follow suit. Tomorrow has the potential to be greater if we utilize every minute given to us today~ CTH™

Signed, 

I'm Ready for It~